One step closer.

Doubts.
It's like cancer.
It's like a viral disease.
That can spin you out of control.

Fall,
Down, down and down
Into one sickness
You gasp and you try
To catch a breath
You can't.

Arms flailing
Legs kicking
Trying to grasp whatever
things that are within reach.

You can't even begin
to understand
what is happening.

Then you saw that smile.